Tough Love

Have you ever REALLY loved someone, or liked someone so much that you think you love them? I think we all have. I like this guy at my school, 3 years older than me. The scary thing is that I've liked him for 4 years. And I haven't been able to really get him out of my mind. I don't think it will work out for us, it doesn't seem like it now. But that's not gonna keep me from being hurt. It's an obsession, and I honestly don't know what to do. His locker is close to mine, we occassionaly talk, but that's really all. It will probably be nothing more. But say there may be a chance, what should I do? I just need advice. Sometimes things happen, and I'll post whatever does come up, but I'm just in a shadow of lost hope right now.

He hasn't been at school lately...and I can never seem to get him alone so I can talk without other people interfering. This may seem cheesy, but it really takes alot of energy and thought from my life. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy, words of comfort, anyone?