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PostSubject: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 5:52 am

I won't lie, I am downright depressed. I wake up feeling fantastic. I go and talk with my Mom for a bit, until... My Aunt Martie from Texas called. The news she told me and Mom... It was as if waking up to an atomic bomb. My Uncle Richard... He's had cancer for a few years, but... He may of also developed lung cancer. I... I won't know for sure until Monday. But, still, even thinking this makes me want to cry. I've already lost two grandparents to cancer. And now... I... I'm possibly going to loose my Uncle to it. It... it really hurts. It feels my heart is being ripped into millions of places, in my face.

But, I will still keep posting in roleplays I'm in, just... don't except too much out of me. My mood will either be cleared, or become even worse when Monday rolls by. I... I want to believe my Uncle won't have lung cancer, I really do... I... I feel so hurt and lost. My family... slowly dying... Who'll be next? I... don't know... I'm just going to be hurting for a long while. As I said, I will keep posting, just... probably not as much as I usually do... Sorry I burden this on you all, but I feel you should know why I may lack posting. It'll depend on my mood and if I can find any motivation to post....

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 8:38 am

I'm sorry to hear this, Night. You can take a break if you need to from rp, we'll be here for you. I think the best thing to do is pray for your uncle. Ask God if it's his time to go, and if it is, then he'll give you the strenth to endure it. If it isn't, then you will rejoice and be glad. :]
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 9:52 am

Thanks for your kind words Muckie, I'm hoping the lung cancer isn't true and that he'll be able to pull through.

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 10:32 am

I know how you Feel well i had 3 members of my Family die from Cancer
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 10:33 am

Yeah, I've lost two grandparents to cancer too. =/

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 10:35 am

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 10:36 am

Well, I'll know for sure what'll happen to my Uncle when Monday comes, that's when my Aunt and Uncle will go and make sure the lung cancer thing is real or not. And I truly hope its not true.

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 10:39 am

I have Cancer Sad Sad
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 10:39 am

Oh man... I'm so sorry. Sad

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 10:43 am

Well i still can RP.
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 11:03 am

Omg !
Night im sooooo sorry Sad i hope no of this is true!

( Please can people reply )
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 11:04 am

Poor Night
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 12:08 pm

Flower! You have cancer? Oh I'll pray for you~ and Night, I'll pray for your uncle. Just know whatever happens, you can make it through alright.
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 12:32 pm

I'm sorry to hear that Night Sad I hope everything goes well for your uncle. I've also had the experiance of losing family members to cancer. It's really devestating when it happens Sad I'll be preying everything turns out well.

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 6:58 pm

Thank you all. I'll be praying for you too Flower. Sad

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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sat Jan 22, 2011 8:38 pm

i struggled with depression . I wen ' t to therapy for it but it just made it aqlot worse for me . I became suicidle , beggan to cut and was downright antisocial . during my withdrawl i found , second time , God ' s love . I prayed alot when i got depressed and that has helped me alot . There is no help with therapy but with God ' s love there is hope .

He wanted me alive even fter i attempted suicide 4 times , all different ways . . . nobody knew that until now though v.v it kinda embarrasses me . . .
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sun Jan 23, 2011 4:59 am

I so sorry to hear that Night. Hopefully he'll pull through.
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sun Jan 23, 2011 7:43 am

Rio, I take medicine for depression, see 2 different therapists. I have felt suicidal recently, but at my school there is a chapel where I go to pray every day. You're right, it does help to turn to God.
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:15 am

Your school has a chapel? At mine, you get "shot down" for even trying to openly express your religion to everyone, which doesn't surprise me these days.Rolling Eyes Anyways, I hope everything goes well for everyone here who seems to be struggling with something.
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:24 am

Yes, our school is very Catholic. We go to mass every day. Smile
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:26 am

I'm guessing it's not a public school?
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:28 am

Psh, no waaaay lol. As private as a private school can get.
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:35 am

That explains it. Public schools always have to be neutral about everything or on the government's side, and politically correct about everything. I wish public schools had more freedom to do what they want.
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:36 am

In my school , its not private but we pray in assembly every day . im not religious so i dont pray but lots of people do !
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PostSubject: Re: Depression   Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:41 am

Tosca wrote:
In my school , its not private but we pray in assembly every day . im not religious so i dont pray but lots of people do !

I wish American public schools were more like that. No religion allowed here, not by the school itself. We weren't even allowed to have a moment of silence for the Arizona shooting victims because it is, in one way or another, related to religion. I'm not catholic, but still very religious, and I'm finding aspects of religion slowly being sucked out of public places and therefore, daily life.
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